Monday, September 01, 2014

Getting real tired of your shit.

Why, exactly, do people who reject you, think that it's suddenly cool to get in touch and be friends, then patronise you when you explain to them exactly why they should fuck off?
I was nice, chilled out, recovered emotionally from my dick episode and then one of them calls up like we're best fucking buds.
Leave. Me. Alone.
I hate you.

In other news, I wasn't going to date anymore but I'm going to.
Nothing else distracts from stupidity inside than starting something even more stupid with someone stupid.

From an entertaining manga, Chocolat.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

I'm a stupid idiot.

But that's nothing new.
I fucked up something potentially amazing.
Good job, Clem.

I passed my other exam. By 2 marks.

School starts again tomorrow.

I did a picture of a jelly fish but I gave it away to the "potentially amazing" before I'd scanned it so.
Here's a picture of the picture.

Friday, August 15, 2014


Finally got myself a little organised.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Sometimes failing is a good thing.

BECAUSE I passed my resits.
For my care plan bit, I previously failed with a mark of 32, or something.
This time I passed with... Guess....




Now just waiting on my Research Exam results next week... :/

In other news. Sertraline works. So I'm feeling a whole lot better.

Mum's first knee replacement went ok.

I just found this Chistmas card. I won the competition in Year 1.
This is my entry.

My friends bought me this. They're wonderful.


Saturday, August 09, 2014

This came out.

Surprised me.
Feeling a bit smug.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014


Well. That didn't work.
Lets move on.

Sunday, July 27, 2014


Yeah. I'm excited. I go home next Sunday for >3 weeks.
Gonna get a taaaan.
Gonna fucking relax.

I've been stressed. I apologise for not drawing and things. Hopefully I'll spam over the next month.
I've had exams, resit exams (yep.. I failed), placement, presentations.
I won't lie. Recently it's been a struggle.

I should be hearing from a psychologist soon? I had a referral done a few weeks ago.. They also changed the tablets.

In other news I pierced my belly button. It's lookin' okay for 2 days old...!

Oh! Also. I'm still dating. Mike reintroduced himself into my life, as did Dex. So that was kind of stressful emotional and I freaked myself out and sent them both out of my life again. Which is good.
I don't need it.
I went on a really good date a few days back. Ackshully. I dunno if it'll go anywhere. I wanna see him again. We strolled a bit. Drank a reasonable amount. Sat on the London beach, although the tide came in very quick so there was lot of shuffling backwards. Then.. Er... Snogging... *cough*.
Anyways. Yeah. Joint 1st is my best dates record.

Yeah. As I write this.. It's like. Lets not delude ourselves.
Just because he's still vaguely in contact does NOT mean he wants to see you again.

Yeah. Keep an eye out for some drawing. Hopefully.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Not sure where it's going

Or me. For that matter.
I think I'm doing something right for once.
It feels right so.
It can't be that wrong?

Monday, June 09, 2014

Everything We Miss

A book that I bought today. It's by Luke Pearson.
I also bought "Rules of Summer" by Shaun Tan which I've wanted for a really long time. 

Today I collected feedback for the exam I failed.
It'll be okay.
I feel weird.

Why is it so easy to fall in love and so difficult to have that returned?
(My portrait of him).

I want a cat like Toad.

Also I want this tattooed. But neater. And straighter. With better positioning.

Friday, June 06, 2014

Note to self.

Wine and Radiohead fixes nothing.
Karma hates you.
Working harder.
(See below: I lolled inside. Dunno about you)